there's some things you should know

you should know:

-i am not mad. anymore.
- my "madness" only lasted a few days, which might have been after a week or so of sleep deprivation from a sick and vomiting infant
-i am trying to document a process
-because life IS a process


you should know:

-that i am a generally happy and mostly positive person
-that i love my children and husband...fiercely
-that i am learning to love being a mother and motherhood
-i know that this time WILL go fast, and i WILL look back and wish i could do it again... even the vomiting... well maybe not the vomiting

you should know:

-i know that i believe mothering is divine
-that i CHOOSE this
-that i want to be good at this
-that i know that through this process i will become more like God


you should know:
-that i understand that not ALL mothers feel like i do, but i think if you are really honest with yourself, you might have an inkling about what i am writing about
-that i DO like to have fun....


so next post... it will be FUN!